I worked out hard yesterday but didn’t lose a thing, had insomnia and weighed in again at those dreaded three numbers. The cats saw me off to work this morning at five am. Was real tired because I couldn’t sleep. I keep thinking about the surgery am nervous about and being tortured at work. I do pray, hold on to my Jesus because only he knows what’s going on in me right now. I was able to read a bit more in the book "The Shack" today at work between customer’s calls. Everyone is sick at work. Coughing taking medications and it just sounds so disgusting. I have a sore throat right now. After eating my Veggie Footlong from Subway while watching a documentary on China and afterward reading "The Shack", I crashed on my couch (the loveseat). The cats woke me up not too long later, when they tried to get the bag of Beef Jerkey I have sitting on top a mountain of useful items on my tea tray. I found that bag of Beef Jerkey on the ground beneath the tea tray today with tiny holes all on it and the bag was open. The Jerkey is still inside though. Oh and that reminds me, today while I was walking back from the bathroom to my desk (the little walking I do do at work) I noticed that there was something hard in my boot, like my sock was folded over, so when I got back to my desk I took my boot off to examine my sock and what did I find? A perfect looking sock, except there was something that flew out of the boot when I pulled my foot out of it. It was a piece of elastic string the cats play with half chewed. They left me a present in my boot, and that put a smile on my face at my tortureous job. God knows what puts a smile on my face and he knows when I need it too. After the cats woke me up this evening I went upstairs to sleep in our bed was able to sleep for 3 hours until I was awoken by Jeff talking to a client on the phone downstairs, heard him leave, so I got up and have been up since, should probably hit the hay here as it is 10:30 pm and I do have to wake up early again to go to the dungeon. Jeff is not home yet. (Perhaps I am waiting for him to come home and come to bed with me so he can warm me up as I sleep, maybe that’s why i couldn’t sleep last night too. It was cold and I was alone.) It frusterates me that jeff and I hold different schedules I never saw him once today, and that means I never talked to anyone else today but my customers and the Subway people and my landlord that just happen to be at Subway when I was. So thanks for listening. I appreciated talking with you. (Oh, I thought I’d try and make a picture where you could see the purple in my new frames better, how is it?)

Tuesday, February 5th, 2008, 10:10 pm | 

Tuesday 05/02/2008 at 10:50 pm
Just saw your comment on my blog. Another Anne fan, eh !? :)
Hope you start getting some sleep ! I know what you mean though, I have trouble sleeping in the bed by myself after being married for 10 years !!
When is the surgery ?
Tuesday 05/02/2008 at 11:00 pm
It’s tough to be on a different schedule than your hubby. I understand about being at a job that you don’t like. I pray that God will continue to brighten your day, even if he as to use your cute cats to do it.
Wednesday 06/02/2008 at 6:41 pm
Praying for you Demara.
Don’t you worry about that surgery. It really is a simple procedure. I had no pain after mine. If they do find endometriosis you’ll probably feel some much needed relief afterwards. I know it’s easier said than done but don’t you worry about it!
Saturday 09/02/2008 at 5:43 am
I´m sorry that you and your hubby are not coinciding much with your schedules. That is a real bummer! We have a saying in England for thing like that it is: “Like two ships that pass in the night….” Ever heard of it???
Wow so you need surgery… when will that be exactly?
I love the photos of your cats… I just love cats… I really miss not having mine anymore. I love your new glasses tooo! The lilac rim is quite sophisticated!!! Congrats